damn it. i saw him again. not the friend-of-a-friend him -- but him. saw him as i was on my way to eng'g. he was on his bike. didn't even glance at me. even almost half a year later, seeing him, thinking of him, still makes my heart clench and my breath hitch. shit ang drama ko. but oh well. i'm entitled to my dramatics, i think.
now, with my head clear and my judgment free from the influence of alcohol, i just can't help but regret -- really, truly, deeply regret That Incident (as i've taken to calling it). That shouldn't have happened like that. and it shouldn't have been with him.
damn it.
and to think that i'd told him That Night that i'd like for us to do That again. i was so stupid. am so stupid. damn.
dydd.
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